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All I want is to rock your soul....

I have been watching Pauline Mata for a long time now and she is such an inspiration to me. I watch her move and I hate the fact that I gave up dancing. And for what? Cheer? Psh. Bad decision thats for sure. I wonder how great I could have been. And I think of how I could get into a dance company...but without training....I wont be able to keep up. It makes me so so sad.

When I watched this dance, I thought of Brock. And how all I want to do is be with him. And watching this was like replaying moments of seeing each other after a long time apart from each other....I miss him so so so so so much. ♥

Sleeeeeeep Over.

Jarrett, Christiane, and I had a movie night while their parents were at the temple on Friday night. It was so fun! We were going to watch Despicable Me, but they couldn't find the dvd. I was sad since I even wore my Minion shirt. : ( Poop.

We made a QT run in the middle of watching Percy Jackson because we were getting sleepy.

NO SLEEPING FOR US!

After their parents got home Jarrett went to sleep and Christiane and I came back to my place to have a sleepover so that I wouldn't be alone while Jessica and Skyler are in Vegas this weekend for their anniversary. We watched Fantastic 4, ate some popcorn, and fell asleep on the couch. It was pretty fun for not being much of a party : )

Yeah we rock it in our NeRdY glasses...

Nee Nee

♥

Dear Satan.....

This week has been hard.

I have been very judgmental of myself and depressing. The sad thing is...I have nothing to be depressed about! I have it great! So why was I so retarded? It's most likely a mystery I will never be able to figure out. I'm no detective people!

I had to tell a very special person in my life a huge secret that would upset he/she very much. But I know that telling this person would help me move on completely. I have nothing on my plate that I have to worry about or regret anymore.

Thats why I have this picture with the great saying on it. "Remind me to not think of you Ever. Again." I'm done with you sucky life and bad decisions! You CANNOT get me down. I am so much better than you and I deserve to be happy!

So...Dear Satan:

SUCK IT!

Braggingly,

ME! ...you stupid douche nozzle.

But today I am participating in "A DAY OF PEACE" It's a great idea that someone came up with and sent out invitations for on facebook. Be happy! And don't say anything mean, or horrible about anyone on March 4! We should be doing this EVERYDAY not just one day. One day is better than none though! So join in! And keep your mind free of insults and hatred! You'll have a great day and feel better about yourself as well. Being selfless is the best way to be.

And just like everyday....

TODAY IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE

As always...

Nee Nee

♥

"If I Die Young" - The Band Perry - Sam Tsui

Dear Sam,

I love you more than Tyler.

Sorry Ty...

Love Sydney